I did intend to start myself back up again but a couple of stupid things happened....
1. Camara is broke.... great big basterd crack on the lens cover makin a great big line down all the photos....

2. Computer is broke.... yep so im deep in it. ah well nice to start again.

This is pissin me off now....

I try and just chill out and what happens, i get my head slammed against a wall. It turned out to be quite trippy though. Like half of my vision was all blurred and it seemed like people only had one eye! It was about to make me hurl. It all seemed like a nice accident with a ball hitting me in the face then i got shunted into the wall..... It was kinda my own fault for thinkin,

"I know! Ill sit behind the goal!" Great idea.

Feelin better now though...